Again & Again

It always happen... though the frequency have greatly reduced..

it's seems like a part of me is determined to not let myself be happy, is always out to sabotage myself.

And this part of me is a liar, a irresponsible person who wants to just shut herself up and not care about anything at all, just want to evade everything.

I always let her come out everynow and then..

this time round, not really sure what triggers it.

not really sure or refusing to face it is the question i ask myself and i fear the answers...

haiz..