I still haven't found what i looking for

I have climbed highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you

I have run
I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
These city walls
Only to be with you

But I still haven't found
what I'm looking for

I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing fingertips
It burned like a fire
This burning desire

I have spoke with the tongues of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

I believe in the Kingdom Come
When all the colors will bleed into one
Bleed into one

Well, yes I'm still running
You broke the bonds
And you loosened the chains

Carried the cross
Of all my shame
all my shame
You know I believe it

But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for
But I still haven't found what I'm looking for

Great News!!

All i want for christmas is to be able to go Phillipines!!

And my wish is granted! hohohoho!!!

New staff is coming by January, so my leave for CNY 2009 is approved!!!

I'm soooooo happy!! Puerto Gelara... here i come!!!

woken up by bad nightmares

I'm was woken up by a series of bad nightmares, now trying to distract myself before i go back to sleep again.

it was really bloody, violent & scary and one of it involved my friend, it's been awhile since i get such bad dreams already, was wondering is it due to the tiredness tonight..

so came in here to while away some time 1st before i attempt to go back to sleep =(

1st 21km marathon..

Completed my 1st 21km marathon this morning at 2hrs 50mins, haha.. stopped at 16km cos my legs is simply not listening to instructions anymore.. but resume at the last km.. think it will be my last long distance marathon..

it's really quite tiring to be running continously for 2 hrs! i can't imagine how the 42km ppl do it..

The Time Traveler's wife

Recommended by my cousin to read this book, it's interesting & different.. Thumbs up =)

there's always something good in bad stuff that's happening.

In 1939 the Japanese diplomat Chiune Sugihara, who was posted in Lithuania during one of the most dreadful periods ever known to mankind, saved thousands of Polish Jews from the Nazi menace by granting them exit visas.

45 years after the Soviet invasion of Lithuania, he was asked his reasons for issuing visas to the Jews. Sugihara gave two reasons: one, that these refugees were human beings, and the other, that they simply needed help. As Sugihara stated in a conversation with a visitor to his home near Tokyo Bay that year:

" You want to know about my motivation, don't you? Well. It is the kind of sentiments anyone would have when he actually sees refugees face to face, begging with tears in their eyes. He cannot just help but sympathize with them. Among the refugees were the elderly and women. They were so desperate that they went so far as to kiss my shoes, Yes, I actually witnessed such scenes with my own eyes. Also, I felt at that time, that the Japanese government did not have any uniform opinion in Tokyo. Some Japanese military leaders were just scared because of the pressure from the Nazis; while other officials in the Home Ministry were simply ambivalent.
People in Tokyo were not united. I felt it silly to deal with them. So, I made up my mind not to wait for their reply. I knew that somebody would surely complain about me in the future. But, I myself thought this would be the right thing to do. There is nothing wrong in saving many people's lives....The spirit of humanity, philanthropy...neighborly friendship...with this spirit, I ventured to do what I did, confronting this most difficult situation---and because of this reason, I went ahead with redoubled courage."

When asked why he risked his career to save other people, he quoted an old samurai saying, "Even a hunter cannot kill a bird which flies to him for refuge."

p/s: It's sort of heartening that not everyone is consumed by madness in WW2, there are still logical & courageous ppl..