tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12690637948789358812011-07-08T04:11:46.389+08:00在这一生，要活得精彩！一定要！xianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02944974075252888073noreply@blogger.comBlogger1451100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1269063794878935881.post-41319957612886964672011-06-20T20:05:00.003+08:002011-06-20T20:10:40.094+08:00

It always happen... though the frequency have greatly reduced..it's seems like a part of me is determined to not let myself be happy, is always out to sabotage myself.And this part of me is a liar, a irresponsible person who wants to just shut herself up and not care about anything at all, just want to evade everything.I always let her come out everynow and then..this time round, not really sure

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Received an sms from a friend today.It put into words what i was trying to convey to people these few days.. it's like a sign!Here goes:" It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and that we have on way of knowing when our time is up that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it were the only one we had."simply brillant!

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A LEOPARD WILL NOT CHANGE IT'S SPOTS!!!!!Most of the time, a person will only change when they are at their deathbed! And by that time it's also because there's no way they can revert back to their old bad habits because they are dead!So I most probably will have to handle SHIT for a long time!!!If this bad habit only affect you & you alone, then so be it.. But if it affects the rest of the ppl

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Pause for a moment, stop whatever u are doing right now and just think...What is the most important thing to you right now? the most important thing ever?If the image flashes in yr mind... Are u doing yr best to achieve what is important to you? Are u treating that most important thing with the utmost respect?If you are, good for you =)If you are not.. what are u waiting for?It will not be

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DISTRICT 9 depicts a fictional world where extraterrestrials have become refugees in South Africa. Living in slum-like conditions on Earth, these extraterrestrials suddenly find a kindred spirit in a government agent that is exposed to their biotechnology.

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Sometimes it's really tiring to always having to be the responsible & sensible one.It's like why can't i be wilful for once and f*** care what happens.You wish that people who are older than you have more wisdom and will take up more responsibilities..But alot of times a person's age doesn't means anything, they are alot of times more childish than u ever can imagine.. HaAnd these 'older' people

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'There are millions of people in the world, and the spirits will see that most of them, you never have to meet. But there are one or two you are tied to, and the spirits will cross you back and forth, threading so many knots until they catch and you finally get it right."Jodi picoult ~ Picture Perfect

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Adapted from a popular Japanese manga (comic book) of the same title, Dance Subaru! is a motivating tale about the self-realization of a young ballerina under adversity. Subaru tells the story of genius ballerina Subaru Miyamoto with a special emphasis placed on the harsh training she undergoes and the immense social and psychological pressure she experiences. Subaru overcomes these issues to

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"In the face of my life all I can do is panic, such is my useless and pathetic youth.Now, what we acquire along with our first wrinkle, is our trust in life,this constant and this smile, which says,'Friend, I know all about you.'Looking back we learn, Life never deceives man, Life... has never deceived a man."

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" For there to be harmony at home, it must be found in your own heart"

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"Solitude is used to teach us how to live with others""Death is used to teach us about life"

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"We've all heard about an illness in Central Africa called sleeping sickness. What we should also know is that a similar disease exists that attacks the soul. It's very dangerous because the early stages often go unnoticed. At the first sign of indifference or lack of enthusiasm, take note!The only preventive against this disease is the realization that the soul suffers, suffers greatly, when we

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"Live a worthy life, one that always puts others above self."Think i will go work as a palliative nurse in my future to come, been thinking about that for awhile. Shall head towards that direction.

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Retiring and discovering that you no longer have enough energy to enjoy life and dying a few years later of sheer boredom.Postpoing doing the really interesting things in life for later, when you won't hav the energyAvoiding depression with large daily doses of television.Spending years studying at university only to find at the end of it all that you're unemployableWorking from nine till five

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Rabbi Elisha ben Abuyah used to say:“Those who are open to life’s lessons and who nurture no prejudices are like a blank sheet of paper on which God writes his words with divine ink.“Those who are always looking on the world with cynicism and prejudice are like a sheet of paper already written upon and on which there is no room for new words.“Don’t bother about what you already know, or what you

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'Death is imminent for everyone..When u are about to die, you want to leave something behind for those around you.Even if you pass away, you want those you leave behind to live happily.I'm able to do my best to live because i thought this way.'** came across this dialogue when i was watching a drama **Life is short.. I really cannot understand why people insist to be calculative with each other,

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Synopsis:Jin-hyuk was brought up as the well-bred heir to a corporate fortune. He has got the looks, the money and the charm, but even so, true love is hard to find. Jin-hyuk opens up a cake shop and hires Sun-woo, a talented patissier who had a crush on Jin-hyuk back in high school. Together with Gi-beom, an ex-boxing champion and Su-young, a clueless bodyguard, four unique and handsome men stir

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I think I am finally starting to realise the meaning of all the stuff that I have been reading and reflecting all these time.All this while i guess i'm just reading them, ponder over their meaning, thought that i understand it, and promptly forgot about it as time past..I didn't really practise what i believe in that's why i'm constantly pondering over the same old issues over and over again...

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"Work is a blessing when it helps us to think about what we are doing. But is becomes a curse when its only use is to prevent us from thinking about what our life means."Paulo Coelho

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From confucius;"To be wronged is nothing unless you continue to remember it.""We should feel sorrow, but not sink under its oppression.""When you are laboring for others let it be with the same zeal as if it were for yourself.""Wherever you go, go with all your heart."From Dalai Lama;"Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot survive.""My religion is very

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“If you want something, first of all you have to show your eyes.” We can have all the available means of communication in the world, but nothing, absolutely nothing takes the place of the human look.quote from paulo coelho's blog

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Yipee.. got back my music ;pHohohohowww.mixpod.com

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Everything happen for a reason.There's always something to be learn, it's whether or not u want to see it or face it.Someone told me today, sometimes the important thing is to be aware of it, then try to strike a balance in your emotions. It might not be easy to change everything, but alot of times, negative emotions are self-induced.So instead of inducing negative emotions, why not induced

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Was reminded recently that one of the skills that I want to master is the art of listening.Not really doing a great job of that. Must try harder.I must learn to listen, really listen and give full attention to the person that's talking to me.That's the basic respect that i can give to another person.Equally important is, I must also learn to listen to my own inner voice, acknowledge what is in

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Should one listen to ones heart or brain? Or a mixture of both?The world is a mixture of matter and spirit so: listen to your brain whenever you need to make material and practical decisions.But listen to your heart whenever the problem at hand concerns your dreams and hopes.As Saint Paul wrote in his letter to the Corinthians: “If I have all the eloquence of men or of angels, but speak without

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Something upsetting happen at work today with a fellow colleague and i had really wanted to make the scene ugly but I hold myself back, there's no need for me to go to that level but it really is so disappointing.Then as i was reading my daily soul-food..today post was:"It’s normal that we don’t always keep our enthusiasm in front of obstacles. Indeed some people truly make an effort in

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"What happens is not as important as how you react to what happens." Thaddeus Golas"The only disability in life is a bad attitude." Scott Hamilton"People are just about as happy as they make up their minds to be." Abraham Lincoln"Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us." Earl Nightingale "An optimist is a person who sees a green light everywhere. The pessimist sees only

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Think imeem is restricting song-play to 30 seconds only...irritating...hmpf...

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If I were a boyEven just for a dayI’d roll out of bed in the morningAnd throw on what I wanted and goDrink beer with the guysAnd chase after girlsI’d kick it with who I wantedAnd I’d never get confronted for itBecause they’d stick up for meIf I were a boyI think I could understandHow it feels to love a girlI swear I’d be a better manI’d listen to herCause I know how it hurtsWhen you lose the one

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Part of It is indeed pms mood swings... never underestimate the power of hormones ;pAnyway I am feeling better.The mind is clearer..The search is on....Ganbatte ne =)

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At midnight tonight, you get a most amazing gift: a fresh set of 24 hours. These hours are pure and flawless and limitless. They offer you the opportunity to show courage and behave brilliantly and forge new habits that will get you to a new place of being. And they offer you a space to laugh. To love. And to do your dreams. Whether you'll admit it or not, tomorrow is incredible. Not everyone

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I'm sometimes hit by melancholiness which will prompt me to ask alot alot of questions about my existent in this world & how to have the courage to live it the way i can or want.Certain things are so monotonous that's it's bordering along boredom.Not enough challenges or new stimulations in my life? No guts to live or fight for the life that i want?I tried to verbalised how i felt but my friends

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I dreamed a dream in times gone byWhen hope was highAnd life worth livingI dreamed that love would never dieI dreamed that God would be forgivingThen I was young and unafraidAnd dreams were made and used and wastedThere was no ransom to be paidNo song unsungNo wine untastedBut the tigers come at nightWith their voices soft as thunderAs they tear your hope apartAnd they turn your dream to shameHe

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Paulo CoelhoLinda Sabbath took her three sons and decided to go and live on a small farm in the interior of Canada, where she wanted to dedicate herself completely to spiritual contemplation.In less than a year she fell in love, got married again, studied the saints’ techniques of meditation, fought for a school for her children, made friends, made enemies, neglected her teeth, got herself an

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While I kept my heart to myself, I never had a single morning of anguish or a single night of insomnia. Since I fell in love, my life has been a sequence of anguish, losses, confusion. I think that God, by using love, managed to hide hell in the middle of Paradise” (C.A., 23/11/2006)Courage is shown in acts, not in words; it is not bluffing, arrogance, or madness. A courageous man is the one who

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Success is not define as making the most money, it's rather those who have achieved satisfaction, joy, pride and contentment from their endeavors. Success is about believing in yourself and trusting that if you are true to your inner voice, as well as listening to your mind, you will choose most wisely for yourself. The people who have been courageous in this way have invariably ended up the

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Time is not a measure: but rather a quality. When we look at the past we are not rewinding a tape but remembering a gift of our passage on Earth. Time is not measured like a road is measured, since we take gigantic leaps backwards (memories) and forwards (projects).Managing is not living: “time is money” is nonsense. We have to be aware of each moment and know how to take advantage of each single

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'You have to find peace within yourself before you can go out and find happiness. Happiness is the only thing you cannot buy.'

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Ha... there are times when I go for my quick toilet break at work that I'm struck with tots while doing the er-hem 'toilet business'... today is one such day ;pSomething that I have read last time & was reminded of recently just appeared in my head.All of us born in a developed & comfortable country has forgotten how to enjoy simple pleasures in life that's so important.Especially in such a safe

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ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.SIX. Be engaged at least six

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Love - the illusive and elusive that apparently dangles in front of us, reachable at times yet mostly just out of reach. For it is when we first utter the word "I love you" be it verbally to another, or internally to ourselves that we called upon to ourselves suffering. Why? The moment "I love you" is uttered, we worry if we'll hear it returned. If it is returned, we worry if we can keep it. If

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Just watched the Japanese movie 'Departures' and it led me to think of the topic of death.As a nurse, dying & death issues has never been a taboo topic for me and I never shy away from talking or discussing about it. I know that I sometimes make certain people uncomfortable when I do talk about it and sometimes I think they feel that I'm callous.To me, death is a natural progress that everyone of

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Its a story about a cellist (Daigo)who loses his job and must move back to his hometown. Once back there he reconnects with his past, and comes to terms with his life, love and dreams. Desperate to find a job, he answers an ad listed under departures, which turns out to be misspelled. It was supposed to say the departed, the job pertains to dressing, washing, and putting makeup on the deceased

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I just want to be true to myself and really be myself without having to worry about what others think of me.I used to bend over backwards to accomodate to others, but as I grew older & through various experiences & life lessons, I have become more assertive and learn to say no to things that i'm uncomfortable with and I learnt that it's alright not to please everyone.But does being assertive and

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Will just like to post some stuff that i read today that's really hits me.Here goes...Accepting yourselfI found out who I am by looking at others. I am afraid of not being as good as they think I am, but I believe they all think this about themselves. During the time that I kept this diary, I finally accepted that I am brave enough to feel fear and to see myself without any artifices. I feel

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'The main purpose of acquiring knowledge is to give it away.'How cool is that =)(What's the point of gaining so much knowledge, guarding it safetly? To bring to the grave? *faintz*)A good leader is someone whose goal is to make themshelve dispensable, cos the leader trains everyone so well that without them around, the organisation still run smoothly.(^.^)

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Bernice, my colleague, was sharing with me about the different character traits of her 2 sons.Oliver, the older one, is down to earth and honest, very easy to take care of him cos he always listens to instructions and behaves himself. He's also generous, always share his things and hardly throws tantrums.Adam, the younger one, is more stubborn, streetwise, & knows how to judge ppl feelings &

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We always learn something different between dawn and dusk, why not write it down..Hmm... i think i shall start doing this from tomorrow.

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Today while i was looking at the calender, i realised that feburary is coming to an end and march is starting soon...Wow... we are into the 3rd month of 2009, time really flies..My mum once say, when u feel that time is passing by so fast, it's means that u are enjoying yr life, those who don't enjoy their life will feel that the time is crawling past them..how true... 2009 so far have been a

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i walked across an empty land,I knew the pathway like the back of my hand.I felt the earth beneath my feet,Sat by the river and it made me complete.Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?I'm getting old and I need something to rely on.So tell me when you're gonna let me in,I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.I came across a fallen tree,I felt the branches; are they looking at me?Is

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Shin, the lady that i have been following her blog had passed away on the 2nd day of CNY.A truly inspirational person.www.shinscancerblog.blogspot.com

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Take A Bow - RihanaHow about a round of applauseA standing ovationYou look so dumb right nowStanding outside my houseTrying to apologizeYou're so ugly when you cryPlease, just cut it out_[Chorus]_Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're notBaby when I know you're only sorry you got caughtBut you put on quite a showYou really had me goingBut now it's time to goCurtain's finally closingThat was quite

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To have a house with a garden and living near the sea, living with people i love and have many friends.To have a wonderful and fulfilling job and also an interesting and enriching life.To find that someone who is of equal wavelength, who love sincerely and deeply and not superficially.possible? Guess life is not that perfect... but then again.. who knows =)

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Reported by Dr Austin Htoo,Conclusion;Residual post-traumatic loculated right basal pleural effusion, with low density pleural fluid. No sinister pleural mass ( viz., mesthelioma, etc) is detected.The adjoining healed fractures of the right posterior 8th to 11th ribs are appreciated as well. The small subpleural nodule in the right upper lobe is stable as is the tiny nodule in the left upper lobe

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Posting some stuff that i have read that i will like to keep in mind of..Putting off doing the most interesting things in life until you no longer have the strength to do them.Thinking that your religion is the sole proprietor of the absolute truth, the most important, the best, and that the other human beings in this immense planet who believe in any other manifestation of God are condemned to

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Hmm... Resolution for 2009, still pondering..so far only come up with one...to be continued...To be a better listener

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I have climbed highest mountainsI have run through the fieldsOnly to be with youOnly to be with youI have runI have crawledI have scaled these city wallsThese city wallsOnly to be with youBut I still haven't foundwhat I'm looking forI have kissed honey lipsFelt the healing fingertipsIt burned like a fireThis burning desireI have spoke with the tongues of angelsI have held the hand of a devilIt

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All i want for christmas is to be able to go Phillipines!! And my wish is granted! hohohoho!!! New staff is coming by January, so my leave for CNY 2009 is approved!!!I'm soooooo happy!! Puerto Gelara... here i come!!!

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I'm was woken up by a series of bad nightmares, now trying to distract myself before i go back to sleep again.it was really bloody, violent & scary and one of it involved my friend, it's been awhile since i get such bad dreams already, was wondering is it due to the tiredness tonight..so came in here to while away some time 1st before i attempt to go back to sleep =(

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Completed my 1st 21km marathon this morning at 2hrs 50mins, haha.. stopped at 16km cos my legs is simply not listening to instructions anymore.. but resume at the last km.. think it will be my last long distance marathon.. it's really quite tiring to be running continously for 2 hrs! i can't imagine how the 42km ppl do it..

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Recommended by my cousin to read this book, it's interesting & different.. Thumbs up =)

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In 1939 the Japanese diplomat Chiune Sugihara, who was posted in Lithuania during one of the most dreadful periods ever known to mankind, saved thousands of Polish Jews from the Nazi menace by granting them exit visas.45 years after the Soviet invasion of Lithuania, he was asked his reasons for issuing visas to the Jews. Sugihara gave two reasons: one, that these refugees were human beings, and

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Is there really another human being who can connect and be a soulmate?I hope so there is.Must be a incredible feeling to have a soulmate.But 1st i guess one have to let the amour/guard down 1st or it will never happen.

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With the leaving of my manager recently at my work department, we are facing abit of a staff shortage crunch and i'm really more busy than before, haha..I am not complaining cause i have a pretty good & balance working life for a few years, but now our leave is frozen till new staff comes..So now i only got one wish, HOPE NEW STAFF WILL COME SOON AND I CAN GO ON LEAVE DURING CNY 2009 TO PUERTO

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A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see & asked the students,' How much do you think this glass weighs?''50gms!' .... '100gms!' .......'125gms' ......the students answered. I really don't know unless I weigh it,' said the professor, 'but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?''Nothing' the

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Love of my life, you hurt me,You broken my heart, now you leave me.Love of my life cant you see,Bring it back bring it back,Dont take it away from me,Because you dont know what it means to me.Love of my life dont leave me,Youve stolen my love now desert me,Love of my life cant you see,Bring it back bring it back,Dont take it away from me,Because you dont know what it means to me.You will remember

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It's really a very very good book. Everyone should read it.Wanted to borrow the book since the movie came out ( i didn't catch the movie) but can't find it in the library, guess everyone was reading it that time. Recently i went to bukit merah library, suddenly just remember abt this novel and so i did a search on the NLB search site, there's 10 books available for loan! So glad! ******Strongly

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http://shinscancerblog.blogspot.com/

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These great masses will have turned their backs on the grave insult to human dignity which described some as masters and others as servants, and transformed each into a predator whose survival depended on the destruction of the other. Thus shall we live, because we will have created a society which recognises that all people are born equal, with each entitled in equal measure to life, liberty,

xianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02944974075252888073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1269063794878935881.post-19924554253734549522008-10-27T23:00:00.001+08:002008-10-27T23:02:26.701+08:00

Spent a couple of hours decorating my hp today. Hope the deco stay on and not drop off so easily =)

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“When you come into my hospital room, you need to know the facts of my lifethat there is information not contained in my hospital chartthat I am 40 years married, with four children and four grandchildren....that I love earthy sensuous life, beauty, travel, eating, drinking J&B scotch, the theater, opera,the Chicago Symphony, movies, all kinds, water skiing, tennis, running, walking, camping...

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The feeling of loneliness even in crowdv/sThe need to be alonev/s The need to feel wanted ************************************Expectation v/sDisappointment v/sKnowing that nobody is perfect**************************************Happiness v/sSadness v/s Emptinessv/sConflicting Emotions*********************************Knowing what i want v/sNot knowing what i wantv/s Not fighting for what i wantv/

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AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!%$&#%&Grumpy xian

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NCCS HOPE RUN ~ 15 October 2008 ----- participated in 10km run - Department of Radiation Oncology. Trying to show off the cool logo at the back of our t-shirt but failed la.. " Keep a safe distance"Baby Charlotte @ her full-month party :) ~ 04.10.2008With my cousin Jieqi at Edwina's wedding *Smilez* ~ 04.10.2008Hee... I like this picture... taken by benson at Gordon's wedding ~ 05.10.2008What a

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Another not so good news from work today again.A patient who is quite close to us might have cancer recurrence to the brain ='(My mood is a little heavy...Life is indeed fragile & unpredictable..Sometimes i get torn between conflicting emotions... have to strike a balance.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~On a happier note.. i'll be helping & attending 2 weddings, one baby full

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It was my turn to work again on saturday, 27 september. It was a pretty peaceful morning but we received a case near knocking off time and we had to treat this gentleman that day so a group of us stayed back to help him.He suffered from prostate cancer which have spread to the bones, and the tumour is now compressing on his spinal cord and he had lost sensation & power over his lower limbs for

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http://www.drearyweary.com/lolz... he's funny!

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Some say love it is a riverThat drowns the tender reed.Some say love it is a razorThat leaves your soul to bleed.Some say love it is a hungerAn endless, aching needI say love it is a flower,And you it’s only seed.It’s the heart afraid of breakingThat never learns to danceIt’s the dream afraid of wakingThat never takes the chanceIt’s the one who won’t be taken,Who cannot seem to giveAnd the soul

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' We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing. There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day. You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die. We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it! There is a huge difference between growing older and

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10月14日- 10月23日=銀色＊銀色＊ 你是一個有豐富想像力和害羞的人，但你樂於接受新事物和新嘗試。你喜歡挑戰自己。學習新的事物時很快會上手，遇強越強。但你的愛情生活通常也比較多挫折和困惑。

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By Paulo CoelhoLove is an untamed force.When we try to control it, it destroys us.When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us.When we try to understand it, it leaves us lost and confused.

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To be true to oneself.To always look on the bright side of life.To learn to listen, really listen to others.To have at least one good laugh everyday.To have empathy for others. To have confidence in oneself but not be proud.To treat others with respect.To treat mummy nicely.To treasure love ones.To care more for friends.To have a little fun everyday:)

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To rejoice over others' happinessTo cry over others' misfortuneTo love, To get angry.Isn't that what it means to 'live'喜怒哀乐 & 爱=）

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Kai Yuuki (Satoshi Tsumabuki) is in his senior year at university studying social welfare psychology. At present, he is in the middle of job-hunting season. He is finding it difficult with no job offers so far. One day, he meets a girl who is playing violin in the campus. She is Sae Hagio (Kou Shibasaki). In marked contrast to her beautiful tone and attractive looks, her personality is somewhat

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I just want one personSomeone who will love me, and only think of meSomeone who'll die with me when i dieSomeone who'll be sad when i feel sadSomeone who'll cry with me when i crySomeone who'll laugh 0.5 seconds before mep/s: Know that it's almost impossible, but one can always hope ;p hahahaha!!

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Things changes all the time.People u thought u know for a long while changes too.Maybe i'm also changing but didn't realised it.Just adapt to the changes and be true to myself.

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Finally it's over.I'm glad that it's has finally finally reached it's end.Ganbantte ne!=)

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**** I'm confused ****When will I have the courage to fight with all my might for what i want??What am i afraid of?? It's better to crash & burnt then doing nothing at all!!So what am i waiting for??I do not have much time left le...

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I'm back from the land of the sun... tired but very satisfied... haha.. I'm missing the curry rice olready... lolzwill upload pics soon..

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Some stuff happen at work today that cause me to brood for awhile & came to the conclusion that i should try not to judge other ppl so soon. Everyone is trying the best to their own abilities already, I'm was just hoping a little more effort & sincerity can be shown by each individual, there are 2 kinds of ppl;1. Those who cares & think when they work2. Those who don't give a damn, it's just work

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Some people laughSome people crySome people liveSome people dieSome people runRight into the fireSome people hideTheir every desireBut we are the loversIf you don't believe meThen just look into my eyes'cause the heart never liesSome people flySome people fallOthers pretendThey don't care at allIf you want to fightI'll stand right beside youThe day that you fallI'll be right behind youTo pick up

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I'm getting crossed-eye from all the research for our tokyo trip... lolz.. but it's worth it... Gonna go for our japan trip soon!! Departing on the 8 Aug' 08.. haha.. auspicious date lei... 08.08.08. Wait for my update when i come back.. hohohoho

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http://www.nationalmuseum.sg/Went to the night festival last weekend, super cool, featuring the internationally aclaimed Studio Festi from Italy. They were amazing! Too bad i forgot to bring my camera along to capture the moments.. But nvm.. it's imprinted in my mind ;pThere's one more weekend to go.. looking forward to visit the museums for free.. haha..

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“Some people can only value what they have, when they endure the experience of loss.”But there are also those who endured the experience of loss but still don't value. How tragic...

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Grab this picture from pearl's facebook, like the way it turn out.. such a joyful photo :)

xianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02944974075252888073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1269063794878935881.post-82830395431442307702008-07-03T01:04:00.007+08:002008-07-03T01:15:34.102+08:00

I'm hooked to Japanese drama serial recently and this show is so sweet!!! Good-looking & cute cast, natural acting, make me so glad that i'm gg japan this aug.. lolz.A great romance & comedy serial, i'm sure all the girls out there will love it. Haha, not forgetting the very handsome lead actors!!Last episode left me crying non-stop.. so touched.. Being in love is such a wonderful feeling ( i

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